Fake: Anon cares about other people.
Gay: Anon stalks his highschool boyfriend long after breakup.
Bro thinks Facebook is real life. Lmao
Yup, people only post the flattering moments.
That said, if OP wants kids, they don’t seem to be on a path to get there.
He is likely stuck in a depressed cycle that makes it hard to do any of those things
Probably. They are on 4chan afterall, and you don’t usually get that far down the rabbithole without being perennially online.
Comparison is the thief of joy.
that’s bedbugs
Comparing your real, everyday life to someone else’s highlight reel is so much worse. I have been so much happier since getting rid of most social media. All the people I love, I can catch up with via phone calls.
On the other hand: I have the money and free time to afford and play any games that I want. Nothing dark about that.
I have kids, and I have the money but not time to play any game I want.
Everyone takes a different path in life, make sure you’re working in the direction you want to go and are comfortable with the consequences of that choice. I am happy with my chosen lifestyle, but I’ve met plenty with a similar lifestyle and aren’t happy.
I cheat my way through games, I may be losing some of the gameplay experience. But I like getting an hour to myself to play a game and not have to do repetitive in game tasks. Playing Roadcraft right now, and sure I could use the dump truck to drive back and forth to the sand pit 300 times or I could use a trainer, have unlimited sand and fill in anything that would prevent game progression. And increase the game speed so I can actually get things done in the small 60 minute timeframe I have. I envy those who can spend hours in the game getting absolutely nothing done.
The worst thing I ever did was get married and have kids. Now all grown and left, cept the special one, and I realize every day I could have pulled this misery and isolation off all by myself and would be surrounded by French Bulldogs and not regrets.
Yup, a wife and kids aren’t for everyone.
I’m happily married with kids, but I tell people who ask to not have kids. The ones who want kids will ignore me, and the ones who don’t won’t guilt themselves into having them. Far too many people have kids they don’t want.
Better way to look at it, he did a speed run through the game and completed it with 30% of the whole game done… The other one is doing all of the side quests and extras so he can get 100%
One NPC believes he has failed at Life ™ , as brought to you by Meta Corporation, believes other NPC is ‘main character’.
Meanwhile, ‘main character’ quite likely is laboriously and neurotically curating and self-censoring his corporate social media profile precisely to present the appearance of succeeding at Life ™ , as brought to you by Meta Corporation, and in reality is likely in financial arrears, isn’t satisfied or happy with his job, feels like it is mostly bullshit work, and is probably overtired most of the time, having little ability to develop any skills or interests not directly related to his job.
In summary, the NPC management system continues to work as intended, convincing everyone that everyone else is more happy and succesful and fulfilled than themself, ensuring the vast majority of NPCs are too demoralized to be able to consider meaningfully changing the system.
Sure, if the race is to be a normie, then Anon NPC 1 missed the starting gun.
But if the race is to live a genuine, authentic, intentional life, to define what that even means, and then to pursue it, muchless be largely in control of it, with ‘main character’ levels of plot orientation and plot armor?
Chances are high that neither NPC has even figured out the location of the venue for that event.
… because that event is not a product offered or showcased by Meta Corporation.
When I have to describe social media… I do as follows.
There are 3 types of social media users.
1: Those with wealth who have no worries and can portray the image of living the simple life full of hobbies and joy… which is easy to do when you don’t have to work 2 or 3 jobs just to pay the bills. they hoard wealth instead of giving. 2: Those that have no wealth and are desperately trying to convince others that they do, and that their life is so much better than yours. 3: The sheep that believe both of the above and would like to fit into one of those groups.
Meanwhile… the ones actually living the simple life, their best life, the relaxing life… aren’t on corporate owner social media willing giving up their privacy and freedoms so a billionaire can get richer.
Exactly.
People seem to forget that the 4th option exists…
… the only winning move is not to play.
Back in the day, we called this having an actual personality, as opposed to having one assigned to you by an insidiously exploitative and immensely destructive algorithm.
People need to go rewatch The Social Network.
That’s the option I take… deleted FB in 2012, Twitter in 2018 (not that I actually used it, posted maybe 20 things in 7yrs) and have never used any of the others. I’m on mastodon and lemmy, I use signal & telegram and have to suffer whatsapp for immediate family.
I told everyone else that I was only going to make an effort with people who made an effort with me… and that solved the fake friends side of the problem… Because all I got for years was ‘but you’re not a facebook’ as a reason for their laziness and entitlement that I must bow to their convenience as it’s far more important that protecting my mental health.
Yep I am pretty much exactly the same, nuked my facebook profile after Cambridge Analytica…
…literally only ever used Twitter to scream at Elon Musk during the buyout untill… fairly possibly he personally banned me, as there basically weren’t any actual Twitter moderation staff at that exact moment in time, because they had all either quit or been fired or been locked out of their accounts.
Yeah the uh, ‘will you install signal to talk to me’ test is also one I use.
If thats too much to ask, then thats how little you give a shit about me, and uh, I’m basically fine on my own, most people in my life have been faaar more trouble than their worth, so, idgaf.
If this is too demanding of ask from me, then never ask me for anything again, i really don’t care.
And then wow blamo, quality of life, mental health goes up rapidly when not dealing with incessant bullshit from lazy selfish morons all the time, its wild looking back in hindsight how obvious that should have been, lol.
Yeah bro, how you spend your days is how you spend your life.
Clean and decorate your home. Develop a sense of style. Go out and do things and meet people. Challenge yourself to do something interesting every week. Talk to people, get out of your shell.
Sincerely, the first of her childhood friend group to get married
I think a similar way to say this is to always be trying new things and do self care. If you like a decorated house, decorate, but if you don’t, do a different form of self care.
For me, it’s more like:
- go hiking - I don’t enjoy the journey, but i like the accomplishment of having done it
- lift weights - again, I’m not looking to be big or whatever, but weight lifting is easy to measure progress
- try new hobbies - not just video games, but drawing (completely failed), game dev (mlderate success), carpentry, juggling, uncycling, etc
- eliminate clutter that doesn’t bring happiness and keep only stuff I value - I don’t like decorations, but I do like certain items than have sentimental value
Make your own list, and make sure to include things that challenge and stretch you, because there’s no joy like accomplishing something hard.
Decorating your home is more than self care, it’s an extension of personal style that applies to when you hsve friends and potential partners in your home.
I think using the term self care will really backfire with someone like oop, as it has a connotation of giving yourself a break, when my intentions were more to say that if you want a family or people in your life you need to live a life that fosters such things.
My definition of “self care” is taking time for yourself away from other obligations, like work, kids, etc. to do something that improves some aspect of yourself, like exercise, learning something new, preventative medical care, mental health, etc. It needs to have a specific goal and lead to some larger benefit than just enjoying yourself for an afternoon, otherwise it’s just “goofing off.”
For you, that seems to be decorating your home. You seem to value expressing yourself in that way to start conversations or just be around familiar surroundings. And that’s awesome!
I personally don’t find value in that, and having a spartan home is an expression of my personality as well. I may have a few things I find value in, but they’re usually utilitarian and not really decorations. I value my privacy, so the only people who know much about me are people I choose to share that with. I find value in minimalism, and having decorations and whatnot goes against that. So for me, self-care is eliminating stuff I don’t value, using the things I do, and pursuing longer term goals (exercise and whatnot).
Make sure that your form of self-care helps you achieve your goals. If that includes getting into a relationship, that self care should improve your chances to meet new people. Maybe that means updating your wardrobe, exercising and losing weight, of anything else that improves your self-image and confidence. Beyond that, you need to make time to actually meet new people. But maybe a relationship isn’t your goal, so your self care could look very different.
Self care should be part of your plan to reach your goals. If it’s not helping you reach your goals, it’s not self care and just a waste of time.
Clean and decorate your home. Develop a sense of style. Go out and do things and meet people. Challenge yourself to do something interesting every week. Talk to people, get out of your shell.
literally every single one of these things are things that i don’t like
- decorating. i love no decoration, no bullshit, bare-bones approach
- style. a way for fashion corporations to sell you a new t-shirt every week
- just do thingsTM. an agenda to make the economy run hot. consume things. visit the zoo. be part of our great imperial society.
- “Challenge yourself to do something interesting every week”. In other words, never just be happy with how things are.
- get out of your shell. finally, the instruction to leave your natural living habitat and, again, contribute to our great imperial society.
- Fair, I actually generally prefer a more minimalist approach, though I’ve found some art makes my home more inviting to myself and to guests. I prefer local art I pick up at community events, though making it yourself would be cool af
- Nah, most of my clothes come from a thrift store or swap meets. It’s about understanding what looks good on you and aiming for that. Learning to alter your clothes would also help with this
- There are non comsumptive things. Volunteer at food not bombs or a books to prisoners community. Get involved in your local leftist scene. Hit up a park you haven’t recently. Go for a hike.
- If you aren’t happy with how you’re living your life yes. If you like where your life is and are comfortable with that having been how you lived it, see my first paragraph of my previous comment and ask yourself why you care what advice some lady on the internet gives
- No, you lesrn to speak to people and make friends whether you want you contribute to our great imperial society or tear it down. Staying in all day alone isn’t a great act of rebellion it’s neutral sad.
If you stay at home all day, alone with bare walls and clothes that don’t express yourself or make you look good, never doing anything interesting or speaking to people, you finding friends and a partner as an adult are unlikely.
Counter points:
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I don’t have a counter point. This is just a matter of opinion.
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Buy fancy clothes from a yard sale or something. I like to get old time formal wear because it just looks well put together.
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You can go out and do things without spending money. Have a walk in the park, go to the library.
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I don’t know why you associate challenging yourself with not being satisfied. I think challenging myself is fun. It has the “put in the work, reap the rewards” kind of structure. I draw as a hobby, so I mostly challenge myself by trying to draw in unfamiliar art styles.
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This is just kinda sad. You’re aware that having friends isn’t imperialist, right? Friends are a part of every human culture, imperialist or not. Humans are social creatures, and we are very dependent on social interaction. Talking to others is the main way we compare our thoughts and perception to reality–we get a second opinion.
If you really feel that way, I’m sorry to hear that. It can be really hard to try and function ethically in the modern world, so you have to put in some effort to find ethical ways to do things. I hope you get to a point in your life where you feel good about your situation and your role in the world.
Have a nice day.
What they’re describing sounds like depression imo
thanks for the kind words :)
i’m actually ok with my life overall and i do talk to other people; it’s just that i think that the quality of the interactions matters more than the quantity and so i also stay at home a lot :D
edit: but yeah i also actually want to go out more. i just seldomly seem to have the motivation to then actually do it. i’ve thought about volunteering at food banks, but they don’t seem to need/want my help. i’ve gone there like three times and each time they had a different reason for why i shouldn’t help them today so i just kinda never went there again.
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Sounds like some defeatist bullshit. Playing games all day is no way to live.
Doing things is a way to be happy. I used to go out every week in my early 20’s, still do but not as constantly now that I’m in my 30’s. I love meeting people, making friends, falling in love, playing and seeing live music, working with my hands as an electrician, renovating my home, taking care of and loving my dog, traveling, exercising, biking. Hell I volunteered and planted trees with my city’s local government just because I was kinda bored the one summer. I’m engaged to the love of my life and my future and career is bright. I do all of this for my own fulfillment and for those that I love, the “contribute to society” stuff sounds like a 13 year old’s idea of the Joker. I don’t even have social media, unless you count lemmy I guess, so it’s not to “show off”
Style is more often than not just grooming yourself and looking presentable. Nobody is saying buy a t shirt every week.
“Never be happy with the situation” is also just a pessimistic viewpoint. If you put yourself in new and interesting situations, then you’ll be surprised how much fun or fulfillment or challenging mentally physically whatever they can be. If you don’t like it, then change it and don’t do it. Or don’t, and sit inside all day. It’s your life.
If you have a hobby… that hobby is legal, it causes no harm to others and it brings you enjoyment… and anyone… ANYONE… puts you down for it, berates you, mocks, makes out your enjoyment is purile, childish… that person is a wanker… plain and simple. They think they everyone else must live their life according to their standards, their idea of fun and anyone who doesn’t conform to their beliefs is a lesser person who deserves to be ridiculed.
There’s only 1 real rule in life.
Don’t be a wanker.
- Decorating. That’s fair and relatable. The only stuff on my walls are what I got from my dad over the years.
- Style. If you wear clothes, you have a style. You don’t need to constantly buy new clothes to give a modicum of thought to how you present yourself.
- Just do things. I don’t know where you live but the zoos around me are free. Walking through a park is also free and something. I went to a gamer meetup a couple months ago that was free. If you look for them, there are options that don’t involve spending money but can be rewarding.
- Challenge yourself to do something. My challenge to my self each week is to write for 15 minutes. It’s great, gets my mind stretching a little thinking the new thoughts I’m putting to paper. Why would I stress about that the other 99% of the week? You can be happy with where you are while still wanting to better yourself.
- Get out of your shell. I take it you don’t like the society you live in. Fair bet is there are ways you think it could be better. Do you think those changes will materialize while you sit at home? Get out and meet people. If they want you to do something imperialist tell them no, that’s against your values. If they stop talking to you get out of your shell to meet other people. If they keep talking to you then you’re one step closer to building a society you actually want to live in.
You should read some existentialist philosophy, man. L’Étranger seems like the book for you, my dude. Particularly, the bit about the guy and his dog.
existentialist philosophy
oh i love that. i’ve already read so much of it, it’s exactly my type :)
Maybe it’s time for a closer read of your favorite works.
Possibly not fake
Might even not be gay
Looking up men online? Absolutely gay.
ngl, this is partially why I enjoyed deleting facebook in 2012. The ability to just impulsively compare myself to others is far too common on sites like that, so the freedom of not even having to worry about mistakenly glancing too long at an old friends profile is never a concern I have.
Same with LinkedIn. When you see someone who graduated in the same year as you, you will start comparing, it is not good…
Tbh a reminder to get your shit together every once in a while might be beneficial to some
Don’t waste your time on jealousy
Sometimes you’re ahead
Sometimes you’re behind
The race is long, and in the end
It’s only with yourself[…]
Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life
The most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives
Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don’tEverybody’s Free (to wear sunscreen), Baz Luhrmann
The “Wear Sunscreen’ speech by Mary Schmich: “Ladies and gentlemen of the class of ’97:
Wear Sunscreen.
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they’ve faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you’ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.
Don’t worry about the future, or worry, but know that worry is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind. The kind that blindside you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing every day that scares you.
Sing.
Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts. Don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours.
Floss.
Don’t waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind. The race is long and, in the end, it’s only with yourself.
Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.
Keep your old love letters. Throw away your old bank statements.
Stretch.
Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don’t.
Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You’ll miss them when they’re gone.
Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t. Maybe you’ll have children, maybe you won’t. Maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don’t congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either. Your choices are half chance. So are everybody else’s.
Enjoy your body. Use it every way you can. Don’t be afraid of it or of what other people think of it. It’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever own.
Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.
Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them.
Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly.
Get to know your parents. You never know when they’ll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings. They’re your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.
Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.
Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard. Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.
Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise. Politicians will philander. You, too, will get old. And when you do, you’ll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.
Respect your elders.
Don’t expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe you’ll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run out.
Don’t mess too much with your hair or by the time you’re 40 it will look 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth.
But trust me on the sunscreen.”
-Mary Schmich
The race is long
and in the end is death. don’t race your life to “get ahead”. Take as much time as you desire.
Sometimes it takes a while. Run your own race, not theirs. I didn’t figure out what I wanted to do till I was 30. Before then I was absolutely anon, living in a room with a mattress, a PC and a pile of empty vodka bottles i sold plasma to pay for. Now I’ve got a career, a family, a home.
Dont compare yourself to others. Everyone has their own course to follow and their own struggles to get through.
you can compare some people to a good cognac, the longer it matures the more taste it develops …
I started transition in my early 30s, before that my plan was to kill myself. Now I’m trying to live the life I want, to be who I want.
I’m about to have my first child at 48. I wasn’t ready before now.
Pardon me asking (and feel free to ignore): Isn’t that scary to have a child so late in life? I’m worried about the impact my age will have on my relationship with my kids and I’m roughly a decade younger.
I just don’t see the point in worrying about it. I haven’t been scared since I found out and Idon’t think I will be now that’s it’s about 4 weeks away. I’ve been too busy buying and planning things and then I’ll be too busy changing nappies.
I’m just going to get on with it and not worry about it. The good news is that I’m already waking up in the middle of the night for a pee so I’m somewhat practiced at that.
[same disclaimer] Was it planned?
We were trying, yes.
Also back to your relationship question that I probably didn’t answer. I already know someone in advanced age with a kid and they have a great relationship. I haven’t even considered it. As long as I live a while longer I’m sure I’ll have a healthy relationship. I’m quite a chill person and young at heart and genuinely don’t see that as an issue.
If anything I think it might even be better! I genuinely think it will be beneficial that I’m not trying to grow up at the same time as my kid and can act as a caring and relaxed parent without any additional stress.
Congratulations, and I wish the very best for you, your child, and your loved ones! :)
200 years ago people also had kids quite late.
And we live so much longer than even 40 years ago. Life is so much better and safer now.
But the nuclear family is much younger, so today’s kids rely much more heavily and directly on their parents with respect to kids 200 years ago. The “village” build around multigenerational housing has disappeared, making the age of parents a much bigger factor than earlier on
I’m 29 and definitely nowhere near ready yet. This gives me hope
I feel the same. I don’t have everything I want in life but I heard somewhere, “Some are late bloomers, but everyone, blooms.”
I’m married with a newborn, to the envy of my friends, who are all either single or in casual relationships. At the same time, I’ve got a shit job with shit pay and no education beyond high school, while all my friends are either working good jobs in their field or working on their masters degree. I’d love more than anything to have a steady job with good pay, even if it was a boring job, but with no education I don’t think that can happen. I’m very jealous of my friends and wish I could have what they have, meanwhile they look at me and say the same.
All that is to say, no one has it perfect, even if you think they’ve got everything you want, I can guarantee they wish they had something different, possibly something you’ve got. Don’t be so hard on yourself, comparing yourself to others.
Offer them a 10% share of your newborn. They get a tenth of a kid (better than nothing), you get ~7k$ @ year. /jk
Grass is always greener and whatnot
Essentially nothing here sounds like main character. This could be the most miserable mofo in the world. Grass is always greener…
More often than not, the friend is putting on a performance. I’m not saying people don’t have happily ever afters, but I am saying that people mostly show the best part of whatever they do.
I don’t feel a need to show off whatever I do, don’t even have a social media account. Apparently I am the strange one because I don’t feel a need to broadcast everything I do to anyone I have met.
Most people, not everyone. Like you, the only social media I have is anonymous. Yet, every friend and coworker has a Facebook filled with happy family pictures and breezy vacation photos. Its definitely a thing.
