butbutbutbut— me tryin to do a thng which imporves “cute” for no one to observe doesnt mean much beyond uncomf unruly feels-
id be makin sounds on the floor for 6 seconds n then stand up agn, shake my head n continue to yap bout continuous thought machines with mr. blahaj.,…,
jus like when i discuss sad things with mr. blahaj. beyond me, him, n the audience - no one cares biut the wana-be-poetic stff i yap bout self-findin n loathin or whatevr- its all for show - essentially to maximize the probability of zs being a main charactr.,… aswell as pretentious “im growin as a peep” feels-
but why… no one is around to see, i dun like it, it attracts neighbours askin questions.,… i… jus dun see the point.,…,.
bc itll be cute :3
butbutbutbut— me tryin to do a thng which imporves “cute” for no one to observe doesnt mean much beyond uncomf unruly feels-
id be makin sounds on the floor for 6 seconds n then stand up agn, shake my head n continue to yap bout continuous thought machines with mr. blahaj.,…,
jus like when i discuss sad things with mr. blahaj. beyond me, him, n the audience - no one cares biut the wana-be-poetic stff i yap bout self-findin n loathin or whatevr- its all for show - essentially to maximize the probability of zs being a main charactr.,… aswell as pretentious “im growin as a peep” feels-
it’s ok to do things just for yourself. You’re a good girl; you deserve it <3