• maria [she/her]@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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      19 days ago

      butbutbutbut— me tryin to do a thng which imporves “cute” for no one to observe doesnt mean much beyond uncomf unruly feels-

      id be makin sounds on the floor for 6 seconds n then stand up agn, shake my head n continue to yap bout continuous thought machines with mr. blahaj.,…,

      jus like when i discuss sad things with mr. blahaj. beyond me, him, n the audience - no one cares biut the wana-be-poetic stff i yap bout self-findin n loathin or whatevr- its all for show - essentially to maximize the probability of zs being a main charactr.,… aswell as pretentious “im growin as a peep” feels-