Elliott Smith is amazing, but I def can’t listen to him without wanting to immediately shoot up illicit opiates and ruin my queer lil life again.

Sober from all drugs except weed and nicotine. Literally turned down opiates in the hospital after I got stabbed repeatedly.

I fell out on fent twice, both times I ended up in the ICU. I experienced the exact same shit I felt from a MeO-DMT trip. And both times a clockwork elf literally put their long weird arm on me and said “it’s not your time yet friend.” Then I felt felt extreme whiplash and despite not being fully conscious I distinctly remember hearing the pulse monitor beeping and knew I wasn’t dead.

A fucking pistol.

As someone who spent their developing years slamming heroin ofc “trainspotting” is my fav

Simply hit them with a brick